our house is so clean, my mother will sure bowl over. she hasnt announced if she's coming yet. and as much as i want to cancel tonight's sort of party with my highschool friends, i'll try my luck in having a good time.

i really dont think im inspiring anybody with my current mood. if anything, the world is hating me even more. *insert profanities here* my histrionics has lately launched a spat of an absolutely horrendous scale with Leroy, as of the moment he still refuses to talk to me. (oh, he'll probably never talk to me again. :Z)

to settle this, i have resolved to keep my mouth shut until that day comes when i can really say i am okay. i just really dont want to drag you guys, down. sorry.

if you'll excuse me, i have an exam to cram for.



p.s. anyway, if you're still interested, i'll be here.